6 Months

September 17, 2009 I lost my job for the 2nd time since January 2009.  Today is March 17, 2010 and it's been SIX LONG MONTHS.  I didn't think I would be unemployed this long.  I've been unemployed before in my life, but only for a couple of months.  The holidays of 2008, 2009, and so far 2010 has absolutely sucked!!  I haven't been able to participate in anything.  I have lost hope at this point.  I don't know what to do.  Maybe I should sell all my stuff and move?  But where?  Where do I go?  I don't know where to look for a job, I'm on every website out there.  I look at the ads/classifieds everyday, all day long. I keep my ass at home.  I've gained so much weight in six months it's insane... I miss my Mom like crazy and know I have lost and am losing valuable time with her that I can't get back.  So, anyway.... 6 Months.....