Well, I didn't sleep well last night but woke up at 9 am. I didn't really get moving until about 11:30, got my laundry together and off to the laundromat I went... I only get to keep $30 out of my unemployment money. I only had enough money to do two loads of laundry. Then I went to C-Town to get some groceries, with the $14 I had left. which is only going to last me maybe 3 days if that. My birthday is in 2 days. My friend Porsha is taking me out friday night to see Alice & Wonderland, and my Uncle Jim sent me a $50 Target gift card, which I am going to use tomorrow to buy some more groceries and whatever else I can get. This is probably the worst shape I have ever been in in my whole life.
I want to go out and loose my mind so much. I have only got one birthday card as of today... so funny, I've been so good to all my friends and I can't even get a birthday card. So fucked up. There has been little or no ads for jobs on Craigslist or The New York Times, and yet no phone calls what-so-ever. It's almost as if I am being punished or blackballed somehow. I don't know what to to.
I can't believe it's been almost 6 months since I've had a job. About to be 37 years old. What a loser.
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