Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Is this what a nervous breakdown feels like?

I don't know what's wrong with me.  I've been so spacey for over a week, I can't stop crying, I am tearing up as I type.  I can't sleep, or sleep for a couple hours and wake up.  I'm having panic attacks where I can't catch my breath.  I don't want to do anything.  I went out today, walking for about 2 hours.  I promised myself that I would at least start doing that to get some exercise.

I don't know what to do to help myself.  I can't stop crying long enough to do anything.  I don't want to talk to anyone, not even my Mom.  I really just want to curl up on the couch and die.  I thought it would help me to try to blog tonight, but it's not working right now.

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