I know I should totally not feel this way, but I am so angry with my Mom. I'm angry at her for being sick, for NOT taking care of herself. I'm angry at her for not quiting smoking, for not having another child so I had a brother or sisiter. For not letting me date when I was younger (maybe I would have been married by now), for not getting me help with my weight problem (again, maybe I would be married by now, but who wants to marry a fat woman). I'm angry at both of them for not pushing me harder.
I hate her for choosing her sister of me. I continute to hate her for choosing Sibby day in and day out. I hate her for leaving me. Leaving me with NO ONE> No one to call and check to see if I got home okay. No one. Who am I gonna call when I need to know something? Who's gonna care if I live or die? Who's gonna care if I'm homeless? Who's gonna be there for me now?
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